Friday 20 July 2012

First Dance Friday: Singing Lessons With Jeff Buckley

Some of the most treasured albums become inextricably linked to the era of your life in which you first heard them.

I spent so much time with Jeff Buckley's Grace album on my industry placement year that it became less like a piece of recorded music and more like a companion. It was a massively lonely time for me. I'd broken up with my college boyfriend and was shuttling round King's Heath trying to work out who I was, what I was and where I ultimately belonged. I spent a lot of time in my car, a lot of time on the M1 up to Leeds to play with the band I was in. Nearly all of that time I was listening to this terribly sad, sweet music.


Thing you need to know about me is, I am a long way from a great singer. They wouldn't let me in the school choir I was so bad. After that I sort of.... stopped singing. For years. I used to mime in assemblies. Mime. The thought of anybody hearing me made my stomach flip.

But that year, that all changed. Listening to this album, on tape, on a portable stereo on the passenger seat, there wasn't anybody to listen to me trying desperately to sing alongside  this truly incredible, legendary voice. I raced after Jeff, over his runs, the little flips and tricks, and I couldn't keep up at all. And then, over time, I got better. I got the vibrato, I got the singing-from-the-pit-of-your-stomach, taking it down, bringing it back up...it all started to make some sort of sense. I got confident enough to sing in the band (mostly because nobody else dared). And, anyway. It's where it all started for me.




My favourite anecdote about Jeff Buckley is that, in spite of making this incredible, delicate, timeless music, he spent his last few years mooching round with bands like Nirvana and complaining that he'd much rather be playing in a noisy grunge band and being cool. Just as if. AS IF. No way you could have taught me how to sing all proper if you'd done that, is there Jeff? Aw, look at that beautiful face.

9 comments:

  1. I was banned from the choir too! Even now I still won't sing in front of people (except my singing teacher and even that takes a few moments of gut clenching bravery each lesson).

    I do love Jeff Buckley though.

    K x

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    1. PS: Just had a thought, how amazing would actual singing lessons with Jeff Buckley be?!?!

      K x

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    2. These formative years experience are critical! And with your singing sister genes I'm sure you were perfectly decent too. Teachers are mean.

      Singing lesson with Jeff I'm not sure would work - obviously NOW, but also pre-death I don't think I could have ever sung in front of someone so unbelievably HANDSOME.

      Le swoon.

      Px

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    3. This is a valid point. I'd open my mouth to sing to Jeff and all that would come out is "nrrgghhhhhh" before I passed out. Actually, that's not entirely unlike my singing lessons now, without the swooning.

      K x

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  2. This song was playing the first time I said "I love you" to M.

    For me Grace is an album that takes me to sixth form college and getting a guy called Dan so into Jeff Buckley he got all the unfinished and live stuff. M also has all of that. Earlier in the year we watched a Jeff Buckley documentary. I love this more than I can explain. I think this album is somewhere in my soul now. I think it is for most people who hear it. This post has made me smile so very, very much.

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  3. Off topic but Kings Heath Birmingham? (am being nosy - we might have been in the same pub at the same time if so!)

    I haven't listened to this album for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaages, I am going to find it when I get home now. Unfortunately it has been slightly tainted for me by the fact that a particularly mad ex of mine really liked it. But I will try and lose those connotations now!

    K

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    1. Yes! I used to live in a wee flat just off the main road, behind the Safeway.

      Px

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    2. Ah! I was in a house share near Woolworths (Safeways and Woolworths both now gone!) K x

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